Friday, October 16, 2009

Day Four


So I woke up today to my phone ringing and my mom knocking at my door. Em was calling to see if I wanted to hang. I didn't really want to but I ended up saying yes even though I was half asleep. She and Jess live in the next town over and before I knew it Em was already here. We went to go get donuts and I brought some for my mom since I'm that great of a daughter lol.
Both of the towns that we live in are really small. Together they would have about 20,000 people. We met up with Jess and her younger sister who seem like it could be her twin. We met three guys from Chico who were all extremely nice. Makes me wish I went to Chico hahaha
Em left with Jess's brother and I went with Jess back to her house to play some pool. I actually did fairly well. I should've place a bet. hehe She made something to eat and Em came back and we all ate. By then Ivy showed up and we just all joked around. I finished that book that inspired me to start writing a blog. Now I never ever cry during chick flicks or anything like that but the ending of this book was so all of a sudden that I just felt sad. I came really close to crying. Anyways they all want to read it now and I want to start reading Lovely Bones. I honestly didn't even feel like hanging out with anyone today since I have a lot of homework. I thought 'oh well. I can do it all on saturday and sunday. I just won't answer any calls or whatever.' Wrong! My mom wants me to go to the salon with her so I have to do that now too. I think I'm starting to become a people pleaser and I hate that. It gets in the way of things. I think I'm done for today. I'm really exhausted. I think I just might become Amish for the weekend so I can get work done.
FYI all of the pictures I upload are pictures that I've taken. :)enjoy!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Day 3


FYI today was pretty slow but somehow i have a lot to write. Don't worry it'll get way more interesting after today. Promise! Where to begin? Oh! I woke up an minute before my alarm went off... well my first alarm anyways. I'm a deep sleeper so I have three alarms go off a minute after one another just so I wake up for sure. I got ready for school although my first class wasn't even til 11:10 that day since English was cancelled (yay) but we were gonna go eat breakfast. It was four of us but two of us weren't gonna be out of class till 9. Em decided to skip PE even tho they were supposed to run the mile today and she was only four minutes late but still decided to not go. Instead she spent that whole hour getting ready for breakfast!! I'm a girl and everything but I hate taking forever to get ready. I went to go see if my English teacher was in his office while she was getting ready and Jess stayed behind with her. Turns out he wasn't there and btw his office looked kinda creepy from the outside. Part of me was glad he wasn't there because if the outside looked like that I don't want to see the inside of it. haha I had to go talk to him to see if I could miss a day of class without getting my grade lowered. You see, he has this weird rule where if you miss class twice then he lowers your grade one whole letter grade! wtf I've already missed one day but that was due to the fact that I was in the hospital since I had a little too bit too much of lactose (i'm lactose intolerant) and i was really really sick. If I can't miss that one day then that means I'll be home alone for one whole week and that doesn't bug me but I'd rather miss the day so I can go visit some family that I've never even met and my mom is going to go see them. Oh and my english teacher has that rule even though he cancels class all the time. He's canceled class 14 times in one semester alone! That's about half the semester right there! I would want my money back if I paid for that class and the units.
We went to breakfast and ran into some people (nothing too interesting) and joked around. I guess I'm supposed to be really funny yet if I were hearing my own jokes I wouldn't think they're funny. i guess it's kind of like that "eww! i hate the way my voice sounds!" kinda thing. We came back to school around 10 so i had an hour to kill before drama. I know I was excited to go back but I just wasn't feeling it today. Jess had class 20 minutes before me so she left early. Ivy and Em walked me to class but Em only did it to see the black guys in my class since she thinks they're hot. They're ok looking for the most part. I've never really noticed the guys in that class since a friend I have from freshman year of high school is in that class too and he always waits for me outside of class so we can get seats together. Oh btw this is that class that has that guy who looks like steven strait. Anyways the friend from freshman year is named Brian and he looks like jake gyllenhall (sp). So back to class. We were walking to class and my class and he was standing there right outside the door and my friends and I stopped outside about 30 yards away from the door since my friends and I can be kinda loud and we joke around a lot. Kinda about things you wouldn't really say infront of an older family member or a teacher and especially not a priest. Unless you were confessing your sins. Brian is extremely religious and I don't mind that one bit. I stopped far from the door so he wouldn't hear my friends telling any inappropiate jokes. I didn't want him to feel uncomfortable. I knew he would since the time I joked about how I should pee on my seat so no one would take it since they did last time and he couldn't even stand that. Just my luck, he walked over and BAM! the jokes start rolling. I immediately told my friends bye and off we went to class. We just watched a movie called Notting On (i think) and that was that. My teacher had a little facial hair today and I thought it suited him. I think it was for his character though since he's in the school play. Too bad he's my teacher tho! ha! jk jk I think this book that I'm reading, Undiscovered Gyrl might be getting to me since she has this thing going on with a 32 year old film professor.
We got out and I nearly ran out of class. I didn't even see 'steven strait' today. I can't really remember much after that. I know we eventually left school (me, em and jess). I was sitting in the back so i could stretch since i was exhausted. I decided to take pictures of the sky using the sun roof and jess was sitting in the front. She saw i was taking pictures so right at the red light she tells me switch her seats. I said no thanks and would you believe this girl got out right at a red light and i was to worried the light would turn green so i stayed. Then i thought ok what they hell BUT i didn't even bother getting off of the car i just threw my sandals up front and climb over the seats. I had a dress on but not to worry i had spandex on underneath. I looked to my right as i sat down and this little old lady was staring right at me and i thought she was gonna yell at me and tell me that i was stupid but noooo. She waved and smiled at me! I just turned over to Em and started to talk about global warming and she just laughed. I put on my seat belt and looked to my left. We were in the far left lane to make a left turn. I saw this mid 30 year old pulling out of the gas station and he just started waving at me! I think he might know the books getting to me lol. So I was too freakin out to even see who was behind us in the lane and Em said they were guys. I asked if they were at least cute so that way i could be relieved that it wasn't some old perverted guy who saw me climbing over the seats ( my dress obviously went up while i climbed the seats). She said "Ew! No!" She dropped me off at home and I ate some leftover pizza and read a bit and watched Bones since I missed the last episode. I felt sad, exhausted and tired. I had a good day but still felt shitty. My mom told me to go to the mall with her. I know i know i go to the mall too much. I should just work there. Oh which reminds me. A friend told me he could get me a job there but even though i do want the job I would feel like I owe him a favor and I'd rather not. It's not that I have this pride thing going on even though i do but it's just that he's odd. He had his normal person moments but he can be weird too. I'm 19 and people tell me I look young but this guy is 23 and looks my age. Whenever he sees me around school or around my usual hang out spot which he now goes to ALL THE TIME he asks me what I'm going to do, what i just did, what I'm going to do next and after that. Hell if i know, and even if I did I sure as hell wouldn't tell anyone who asks like that especially him. He gives these really long bear hugs which get old quick. I feel like if you see a person several times a day then there isn't a reason to give them hugs several times a day. That's just my opinion. I mean my own mom doesn't even hug me more than twice a day. She tells me to not be such a kid and that I'm an adult who shouldn't even care. I only offer hugs and feel up to it if i rarely see the person or if i genuinely care about the person. Em will hug everyone twice if she has to but I might add that most of our friends there are guys. She tends to be flirty 90% of the time so yeah. I'm not being a bitch or anything, it's just the truth. She's going out with Jess' older brother who's 25 and she's 18. She does this infront of Jess and they argue about it and Em says she's just seeing things. She's not. In fact she's not seeing enough. Em cheated on him with 2 black guys (they're cousins) that are in my drama class. That's the only reason she walks me to class. There I said it!! I'm the only one who knows about that well and Ivy but because I had to.
I had to because one of the guy started talking to her and Em knew and didn't even tell her even though they're cousins as well. She was in shock when I told her but she said she wouldn't tell anyone. I gave Em a chance to tell her and she never did. This kinda reminds me about the House episode about the tyrant that recently aired. It's not as severe but still.
Anyways, where was I? Oh yeah, I went to the mall, target, and to grab a bite to eat with my mom. We never get a chance to hang out anymore really so any chance I get to hang out with her I take it. I know it sounds lame but well yeah it is lame. I just used to be really close to her and know nada! We were at walmart last night and my mom told ME excuse me. She never tells me excuse me she just tells me to move my ass to the side so i didn't move when she said excuse me cause i honestly didn't think she was talking to me. I told her that and a young male employee heard me and started laughing.
I think I'm gonna finish reading some more. I'm almost done reading it and I just bought it three days ago. I want to start reading Lovely Bones. It seems like a great book. The movie comes out on Dec. 11th which is near my bday! Well that's pretty much it so GOOD NIGHT!!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Day 2


So I did take pictures today and I am happy with the results! :D
Today I went to my human sexuality class which is very fun and informative. We read about past students experiences and some of them were funny while others were incredibly sad. After that we went to the mall (I'm starting to think I go to the mall too often) and we just ate lunch. I love Chinese food! Then back to school to go to my art class which us pretty boring since there's like 200 students in that class. I hit my leg with a desk and now my leg hurts. Then we just hung out and went to the mall again while we waited for another friend to get out of class. JcPenny had a sale going on and there shirts were cute but I didn't feel like trying on anything. After that was when we took some pictures. We were being kinda reckless on the road but no one got hurt thankfully. lol.
I came home then realized I needed to pick up me refill at Walgreens since I got really sick about two weeks ago and had really bad side pains. We thought it was my appendix but it wasn't. Then i went to walmart to buy some more nail polish but don't worry it wasn't pink! ha! I bought dark blue, dark purple, and a burgundy called deliciously dark by rimmel. Google it or go to the store and check out the colors. They're pretty neat. I bought some cake mix to make some devil's food and bought some more frosting and sprinkles. My friend's 20th birthday is coming up and she loves chocolate. Today was pretty relaxing. I just had pizza for dinner and now I'm uploading my pictures from today. Since English is cancelled tomorrow we're gonna go grab some breakfast but I've decided to eat more healthy starting today. I had forgotten about that while I was purchasing my pizza so I shall start tomorrow. I'm so excited for my drama class. There's this guy in there with long hair who reminds me of Caleb from the Convenant. AKA Steven Strait! Well that's all for now, BYE!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Day 1


I'm contemplating starting a 365 project. It's where you photograph a day of your life for 365 days which would sum up to 1 year. Don't know if I would actually ever finish it but I think it would be worth a shot. I think I just might start tomorrow. Don't know yet for sure, I have to feel inspired first. Today was too rainy to even both with pictures and it was FREEZING!! Although freezing here would be in the mid 70s so to a few of you it might be perfect weather. lol
Fyi this is the first time I've ever written a blog lol so bear with me and I'm just gonna start adding random people just so I can use this as an outlet to be more carefree about things and just write things without even thinking about what I'm really even saying.
Oh another thing, I'm a music junkie but I won't act all high and mighty about it and I love photography but I'm not that experienced in that area but I always get complemented on the pictures that I do take. I'll try to write something everyday but I also don't want to write meaningless nonsense that no one even cares about like what color I painted my nails or the fact that I have about 20 different shades of pink!! I might write about my dreams every once in awhile cause they truly are weird.
For my first post I think I'll just write about today since there really isn't anything in particular that I want to write about but this is my first day as a blogger so why not? BTW I have a really bad memory and that's one of the many reasons I like photography (it helps me remember things or events).
My day started out by waking up from 8 hrs of sleeping which is rare for me since I'm used to getting an average of only 4 since I'm always so busy. I went to IHOP with one of my friends and there were only about to other tables that had customers there so we didn't really have to wait for a table. I was thinking about getting the breakfast sampler but opted for something similar that came with pancakes with slices of strawberries and bananas. We went to school at about 8:40 and it was still raining. I went to my English class and we didn't really do anything besides watch a movie called What the bleep do I (k)now?. It has to do with quantum physics and for the first time I wasn't dying to get out of that class even though English is my favorite subject. He gave us a handout that had the most random questions asking how many trees there were in a certain area of the campus or how many books were printed about Marylin Monroe. My second and last class is usually drama but it was canceled and I was genuinely upset about it. Luckily my English class is canceled on Thursday so YAY!! because I also had a paper due that has to do with defining a word so that just means I have until next Tuesday to turn it in. I usually get As in my papers but I guess he thinks I can up it up a notch and apparently so can the entire class.
After class I just hung out for awhile and then went home and watched last night's episode of Heroes and Greek and then I went to the mall which is about a 20 minute drive away and it was raining so I decided to go buy rain boots. I was going to pay with my card but I forgot it at home so I went all the way back home and I was originally going to go back to the mall but the rain got worse so I postponed it until tomorrow since I have an hour and a half break between my two classes tomorrow.
I hope I haven't bore anyone to death.